Under New Management.

I don't know what to write. There are so many things I want to say but feel I can't. So many things that upset me but if I write them I'll be accused of vilifying. I guess my blog no longer feels like my blog. I shouldn't be affected by the opinions of the people who read this (the very few) but I guess I am. Even referencing my lack of ability to speak my mind now will earn me a grumble, so what am I to do? Am I no longer able to talk about what's on my mind, to anyone, for fear of casting someone in a bad light. Shall I no longer express my feelings for fear that people will think badly of someone because of it. What amm I supposed to do?

On April 1st I started writing on Cloudy's Chronicle again after one and a half years of silence. The thing that brought me back is now the thing that threatens to take me away again.

I know you will read this soon. You will say that this isn't what you meant, but still you will say that I've made you look bad. You made me feel bad. No, I don't want to talk about it. I wanted to tell you this without starting a fight.